is change possible after so many years? is it worth waiting for? I suppose only I can really answer those questions. here I am, steven in the palm of my hand, and I can't bring myself to melt back into his arms. of course, that's easy when I haven't seen him in well over a month. the only big downside to that is our physical relationship is outstanding...we're affectionate, touchy-feely, attracted to each other, strongly enjoy being naked around each other...how can you beat that?

tbc...